hellohello
Cause it’s you and me and all of the people with nothing to do
Nothing to Lose
And it's you and me and all of the people
And I don’t know why, I can’t keep my eyes off of you
459
Friday, April 20, 2007, 12:49 PM
went to macritchie for trng today.
with the way im feeling now,i tink im going crazy
pz said tt im gonna start to talk to the trees,birds and ants. omg,i tink id realli go crazy during trng.
i was whining about goin crazy and heidy was like aww.den jy said grp hug and they came towards me for a hug and tt stupid tabi said grp kick. /: hah,she's so dumb.the sec1s were well,i dunno.
people just had to talk about you in front of me
whenever i hear your name,i feel so..sigh
tabi was counting the no of mths the sec4s will be around
and its so little.i started to tink so much bt it,my mood totally changed. can u imagine,the day is coming.
and we're still like this.
fuck,graduation is gettin closer and closer.its already april. )':
i wish i died in a car crash now.crying doesnt help.
i actually think abt car crashes so often now tt sometimes wen im juz sitting in my dads car,id pray tt the car next to ours wld go crazy and bang my side of the car.and id die.tts how desperate i am to get out of this world.forget all my good memories,leave this terrible world and my heart wont hve to suffer so much.
i dont know why im torturing myself like this,im just so weak now.i think it'l be easy to hurt me now,im already hurt enough though.id probably die soon,i cant wait.
i had to find you,tell you i need you. but no,you didnt come. told you,lets go back to the start come back and hug me. but no,you didnt come. told you i missed you like crazy.
but no you didnt come.im starting to think u wont ever come.
haiz.imu,too much tt i cant stand it
i hate myself.
out-